These discussions have germinated an idea which I would like to propose: that the longtime pilots who fly our local club sites could compile their thoughts on various launch conditions at these sites, and this could be made available online for anyone wishing to look into the site specific conditions more, or perhaps it could be included in the site guide (but that makes it more static unless the site guide could be posted to the internet and updated regularly.)
I did not think that I was being particularly stupid, proud, thick-headed, or that I was necessarily making an unwise choice to decide to fly the day I blew my launch at High Rock. Duuuh.
The question which started me thinking was, "did I think I had enough information or input from observers as a recent 3, to handle the launch conditions?" and "did I think that more cliff launches should be required before a windy cliff sign-off?)
My initial reaction was that yes, more cliff launches would be a good idea, and that I was in possesion of all the information which I needed. But then I thought back to how I felt as 2 and realized that more cliff launches were not going to save my butt from the 3 syndrome, and if I had all the info, then why did I blow my launch anyway?
As embarrassing as this is to admit - here goes: I had the best observer in the world on my wing crew the day I blew my launch. I knew that he felt I shouldn't launch in those conditions (HE wasn't even launching - CLUE, MAJOR CLUE!), but I also did not want to discuss this with him because I thought that as a 3, I should be making my own decisions. I thought if I started asking advanced pilots to discuss the conditions with me, I THOUGHT/FELT that I would not be living up to the trust that was placed in me as someone who was now expected to be able to analyze conditions herself. This has to be the most ass-backward way of thinking imaginable! Yet it was a major component of my thinking that day.
It sure would not have hurt for me to open my mouth to discuss these thoughts at the time. Of course there were more dynamics at work than just that (lots of other long time pilots were launching, so why couldn't I manage to do it properly...as well as struggling against the feeling of needing to break out of the observer/student role).
So, after-the-fact, I have been the recipient of invaluable comments about conditions at HR which would be worth their weight in gold to help reduce the prevalance of the H3 syndrome problem, or at least so it seems to me. Does anyone else feel that a collection of long timer pilot thoughts on various launch conditions which are site specific and are made available to whomever the knowledge base decides the info could/should be made available to, would be worth having?
Of course, this same information is probably available in various formats elsewhere (in general from the Pagin books on windy cliff launches, from face to face discussion with various long time pilots, from previous postings to the forums, etc) but having it collected, and be site specific, and be from our local pilots who fly our local sites, and having it readily available in a non-face-to-face format seems to be that it would provide an additional measure of checks and balances for new H3?s.
I was aware of the windy cliff launch issues from the text book when I blew my launch anyway. I had the personal resources available to me at the time, and have had the information discussed with me many times prior to my blown launch. Does another format for the information make sense to anyone, like making it a non-face-to-face source of information? There is no way we can save everyone from problems associated with the H3 syndrome, but maybe we can provide more info in more varied formats, and catch more of us before rather than after? What say the wise?
